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So with a little
trepidation I walked to the door and knocked. "Just a minute," came a
small elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the
floor and after a long pause the door opened. A small women looking to
be about 80 stood before me. She was wearing a bright print dress and a
pill box hat with a veil pinned on it, like someone in a 1940s movie. By
her side was a small nylon suitcase. As I glanced around it appeared as
no one had lived here for years. All the furniture was covered with
sheets. There were no clocks, no pictures and not even a knickknack or
dish on the counters. In the corner was a box with what appeared to be
filled with photos and glassware.
"Would you carry my bag to the car
please," she asked. I took the bag to the cab, then returned to
assist her down the stairs and into the cab. She took my arm, and as we
slowly walked to the cab she kept thanking me for the kindness.
"It's nothing," I said. " I just treat people the same
way I would want my mother treated." "Oh, you're such a nice
man," she said.
When we got into the cab she gave me an address
and asked," Would you take me through downtown on the way?"
"It's not the shortest way," I said. "Oh I don't
mind," she said. "I'm in no hurry young man. I am on my way to
a hospice." When I looked in the rear view mirror her eyes were
glistening. "I don't have any family left," she continued.
"The doctor says I don't have very long." I quietly reached
over and shut off the meter. "What route would you like me to take?" I said.
For the next two hours, we drove through the
city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an
elevator operator. We then drove through the neighborhood where she and
her husband had lived when they were newlyweds. She had me pull up in
front of and old warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had
danced as a young girl. Sometimes she asked me to slow in front of a
building or street corner and would sit staring into the darkness,
saying nothing. As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she
suddenly said, "I'm tired. Let's go now." We drove in silence
to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small
convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico. Two
orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were
solicitous and intent, watching her every move. They must have been
expecting her, I thought. I opened the trunk and took her small suitcase
to the door. The women was already seated in a wheelchair." How
much do I owe you?" she asked, reaching for her purse."
Nothing" I said. "It was a pleasure to serve you."
"You have to make a living young man", she said. "There
are other passengers," I responded. Almost without thinking I bent
and gave her a hug. She held onto me tightly. "Thank you, young man,
you gave an old women a moment of joy." I squeezed her hand, then
walked into the early morning dawn.
Behind me I heard a door shut. It was the sound
of a life closing, I thought sadly. I didn't pick anyone else up for the
rest of the shift. I just drove aimlessly, lost in thought, for the rest
of that day. On review that morning I thought, "I don't think I have done
anything more important or more rewarding in my life." We are conditioned
to think that our lives revolve around great moments. But great moments
often catch us unaware, beautifully wrapped in small unassuming
packages. I do remember thinking, PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID,
BUT THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL AND YOU WILL
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